Green House's sport practice had just ended in about 3 hours ago,
a pretty sad experience today.
It wasn't that bad after all.
I admit, I did have fun with my bunch of gans in the practice just now,
but
certain sights and truths which i slowly discovered were truly a saddening experience after all.
I hope to have fun in this practice,
since this will be my final year in this pathetic school,
unless I decided to take Form 6 here.
and we did.
This would be one of the best sport's practice I ever attended so far in 5 years in this school.
We did a formation of perpendicular straight line, applying Physic's theory in our run, and we managed to do it successfully.
running at the same velocity and momentum (:
*Imma physics geek
and we ended the run beautifully in a 90' degree perpendicular straight line.
we'll be aiming for another formation in the following practice.
The events went smoothly as I expected, but never ever once that this slips into my mind, that he will eventually duty on that particular day. I did not think likely that he will ever join that team, under the hot sun for so many frigging hours, burning like a roasted panda.
Random thoughts running through the nerve impulse in my brain, acknowledging the false or real impulse made, I started to think too much beyond the border I shall never cross.
Ever since the moment I found about the truth and reasons behind all these occurrence, my instinctive feeling was clearly arise.. and I had a sinking feeling whenever I anticipated the view from the moment I walk down from the stairs.
You had really move on really quick from our relationship in the past, and knowing you had already lay the (.) full stop to it, leaving all to the past and walked off from this relationship.
Fast and furious eh?
Being naive and credulous, I chose to remain static and holding on to this ended-relationship, putting hopes that one day, sooner or later, you will eventually return but I've to get all those thoughts neglected, cast off the feelings and obsession I had with you at this moment.
Used to be,
你是我呼吸的唯一的理由,
以后你说什么，我的心都不会说不的,
但是已经不是了
(thanks Hx for the Chinese translations)
Whenever the more I try not to think about you, things eventually tuned into the wrong channel and somehow, every single tiny stuffs I do, reminds me of what we'd been through. Little time I spared would be just having you in mind, reminiscences of those moments we had together.
I can spend
minutes,
hours,
days,
weeks,
or
even months,
over-analyzing a situation
trying to put the pieces together,
justifying what could've,
what would've happened,
or
I can just
leave the pieces
on the floor
and
move the turf on.
.
.
.
.
.
it will be a painful and long journey.
laying back & remain static or maybe bouncing at the same spot won't bring me any further apart from how bad I'm feeling deep inside, but I'd just chose to bounce off from the same spot and I'll never bounce back.
(This theory was actually created by Ivan Tan)
and if you're reading this, Pammy...
Be strong now,
because things will get better,
It might be stormy now,
but it can't rain forever.
tuning in : Would you be there by Redwan Ali
mood : depressed and stressed
If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there..
If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,
Would you be there ..... for me ...
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