Wreath //edited

How long more can I feel the same way for the people I care?
How much strength and faith I still have in this?
And I never know learning so much about a person would also be such a painful lesson in those nights too.

The dilemma between stay &fight for him till the very end or walk away when you know you're falling deeper day by day. The thing is, I know I have never really wish to walk away but sometimes, the heart only afford that certain capacity of pain.
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EDIT//
3.00am: in the middle of the night, and I'm still up thinking about all the 'whats ifs' and 'buts' and certainly the 'couldves' between us. Should we find the courage elsewhere, or would the person I have in mind also has some wishful thinking in mind? I hope the latter, and yet can't help myself allowing such bogging thoughts, and considering the details of certain stages in life.
Sigh. I need the sleep.

And I'll be waiting for this time to come around

But baby running after you is like chasing the clouds