I can't anymore because I'm happy on my own.

Hello.

I am not going to start writing every single details and outing that I've been up to lately, but sure it's been a hell-strings of emotions flooding into my bloody pea-sized head. Have you ever feel this vulnerable to a certain things that took place in your life that you've been trying so hard to run away from it for months? Honestly, I could have deal with this better, or shouldve at least face this earlier than having to embrace this painful lesson right now, esp during my less-occupied period.

S.

Learning the worth.

Learn your worth? How to learn something when you are so indecisive of what you feel and really want in life? There are a few times, these are the ones that kept me wondering, why would I have to feel so bad and allow myself going through such emotions?

It's just so bad for your health.

I try to learn and master the easiest way to decipher my own feelings when something strikes, for instance - my closest friend said something really bad about my body image. It hurts so bad, I felt fat, it seems the entire world and own circle of friends are against me because I look like a ball, and nothing more than just a ball they would want to toss it far far away.


This is all how a brain works. I would just need to get out from this bloody damned world.


Shu Ting