Thursday, April 1

If you're a bird, I'm a bird.


Hello human!


Let just move on to updates ;D

National service had not only allow me to experience certain situation under different circumstances. It's like a whole new pack of exposure to the cultures in Sarawak. Perhaps, I may not know well about the people there, but there's a very big different between us and theirs. In terms of the popularity, the places in KL are always fully crowded by homosapien, you see humans everywhere you go. Trust me, even the at those back lanes of certain streets, you know where I meant! Besides that, their hospitality are just so awesome, they talked to us in a polite manner, despite some of us from East Malaysia could hardly understand their dialect. Honestly, my host from Kuching, Hui Shan and her family, gave me an experience of a lifetime. I had 5 days of Chinese New Year break out of the camp, and lodge at her place for 4 nights. It's like we are strangers before this but her cordial reception was amazing.


Very first day in Kuching. 
Its a wet CNY this year for me. Raining cats and dogs in Sarawak during Chinese New Year, according to one of the locals there 


Gui Chap, combination of chee cheong fun and bak kut teh!




BUT HAVE YOU SEEN BLUE FLOWERS BEFORE? wtf


My generous host brought me to Kenyalang Street. She said it is Kuching's version of Petaling Street. 




I spot this restaurant and snap this picture very surreptitiously! because they don't allow pictures. But the decorations and ambiances are SHOOO vintage! 


Look what I've found in my host's grandparents house. 60's radio


and extinct cameras! 

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and 


THIS! 
Victrola record player, damn antique loh all of their house decorations.


Her family owns two big ponds like this!


us, camwhoring under the hot sun. 


Dolled, catch up for a movie with the girls 


MBO cinema. 
I babeh snapped a lots of vain pictures in the mall but I'm just too lazy to post 'em all up. 


Seriously, there's still much room for improvement in their services. The ticketing counter queue was terribly long &packed. 

(I know you guys must be thinking, you paid only ten bucks to watch a movie, why complain so much?)

FYI, the ten bucks should satisfy my movie crave, and includes make me a happy child watching the show I want,and getting the tantamount of satisfaction I deserved. Hello, what happened to the customer rights I have? I walked out from the cinema with a frown on my face! In addition to that, it wasn't a pleasant 2 hours of sitting down, munching on those diabetic popcorns because I was fucking perspiring! 


 Ratings : 4/10
It wasn't that bad, afterall I do support local products! 


Back to the National service, let's proceed ;D


Let's see the pros and cons of this programme. I've talked to one of the trainer there, practically the Head of Discipline in my camp. He's quite a pleasant man to talk to, even with the really monotonous tone he had to use. We had a conversation, something like a heart-to-heart talk between a dad and his daughter, I would have to admit this - there is a strong connection between us, it's like I'm not worry to share my thoughts with him despite he's a disciplinary teacher, and I'm very much comfortable to let to him know my point of view in most of the situations. He even encourages us to marry at young age after you have settle down your career.


A very decent picture of him, Encik Azezi and Hui Woon


Priscilla and Hui Woon 
I'll never forget the night we spent together, with only torch, from writing letters to havin' hearttoheart talks, sudden adrenaline rush when we heard door cracks, &laughing over the silliest pose!  


Yin Ing
Appreciate those caring moments we had together, bursting in tears, guilt-free when we sabotaged others, fucking hilarious conversations we had throughout our journey till the end of this programme.


KOLO MEE! their popular dish


For those who is curious about how my bed looks like, this is it! 
It's very much the same with the others, except that my bedsheets and pillowcase is in blue after a week there!


Oh, they have this really thick mist in the morning too! 
We only see that in highlands and rarely happen in KL :(


Pondok when we need a break!
 A good hangout place in the middle of night, watching ze moon &stars



What else?


Oh wait, I simply wouldn't forget the moments I shared with you, bitches! Those teenyboppers are acting like some twatty posers, and can't they just fucking behave like a civilized lady from this century, perhaps at least be well-behaved in those formal events. OMGWTFBBQ, they were screaming and shouting like nobody business when the others are taking their nap, fucking inconsiderate and intolerant. It's not your big mama's house, biatch! You know who you are.


10/03/10




My feelings were like all jumbled up in a pool of marbles. Was so desperate & excited to go home, at the same time, feeling very depressed to leave the girls and friends I had over there. My parents picked me up from the airport. The first sight when I stepped out of the arrival terminal, OMGWTFBBQ! That's my parents, fucking happy to see them after three months of homesickness! Reached home about noon while the chicks came over to my place before meeting up with the guys at Kanna.


OU updates next time till I got the pictures from Michelle.
And oh, I miss you mrcutesmile, despite the distance we had to bear with, I'll hold on to you 


I miss my hair too *wtf! pun-intendedactually*


Saturday, February 13

A pile of thoughts to file



This must have been quite an overdue post. I have not been writing ever since I'm spoiled and neglected inspirations that came upon. Gawd, pardon me readers for being such a laid-back bitch these days. All these happenings are piling my days, and took over most of my time shared; writing my lungs out. I'm really sorry for I took such a long break after my EOTY but never knew that I would be engulfed by laziness and got hold of myself from jotting down my heartsick thoughts.




It's been quite a tiring month in Sarawak. Though I wouldn't be bothered to say that I really wanna go home so badly, somehow something is just stopping my will to return to where I belong. I have been a ungrateful child since young, mind me I talked back to my parents, ignored their advices and always take them for granted till I finally learnt the hard way how important family is to me when I'm far away from home. Its never been easy to say and act when you have finally undergo the stages I had in these couple of weeks.




No matter how hard I try and tear in those sleepless night, I've just yet to bear with the pain and regrets for being in such a state that I did not appreciate every effort my loved ones did for me till it's already too late to learn the pain. Heartfelt words, I would never spill it in front of my family, I started to let it all out in the calls. Never expected that this one day would come I would say those mushy words when I used to give cold shutter replies to my dad on the phone. Screaming my lungs out whenever my mom tries to talk me in a nice tone but always let them down as I threw my tantrums on them whenever my phantom got into me again.





I'll try to be a filial daughter as much I could when I return home, dad & mom. If you're reading this site again, be strong and tough. I knew you could and there's nothing more you could do about it when I'm still away from home, 3 more weeks and it's gonna be over. (Happy birthday, daddy in advance. Gonna make it up to you when I return)


Anyhow, it's Valentine again tomorrow. Mrcutesmile, I adore you ;D Too bad, I was in the camp for the past few weeks and have not stand a chance to get you anything from here, but every smile of yours make my heart skipped a beat.


Happy Valentine's Day.





OOPS, National Service's post coming up.
xxx