Once again, I lied about my own feelings and all. I procrastinate a lot these days when I clearly know that my time is running out! The worst scenario I can ever have in my head right now is repeating the subjects that I have in this semester &of course, I wouldn't want that picture to come true. It's just the laziness engulfing me slowly, knowing that it keeps me away from getting back in track to whatever I am supposed to be doing for now.
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Expectations often lead to disappointments.
It's such a overused statement that often seen in Tumblr, social networking sites, &one of the highest 'likes' of heartbreaking quotes. Have anyone ever get through that phase? Allow me to state my personal POV. It's actually an 'everyday' phenomenon to everyone here, as long as you're a living soul and you're still breathing in oxygen, and you do have a functional brain, I am quite assured you are. How does this actually happens? We are not going to get there (what, who, which, how, when). What's the point like pushing all these faults to others when in the first place, you place yourself in such a state wanting the other sides to show you more. Sometimes, what you gave might not be what you will be getting. This is the hardest lesson I guess everyone should just bear that in mind, this might sounds shallow, at least you do know I'm making a lot of sense about that.
So many times, I heard from this &that, regarding how friendships grow apart and relationships that did not make it through often boil down to the same issue. Despite knowing fairness do not really exist in most of everything that relates to human relationships and especially when they are bind with the special bond, like siblings and family. I also do agree that what the old folks would always nag and lecture at us; the young kids especially. In life, not every single matter and feeling got to be black and white, plenty of them are in grey areas and some are better not sorted out. It feels so much like, you really want to find out about some stuffs/problems/issues, and at the end of the day, you found out about it &you regret for making such a move. Hence, that's when certain issues and words are just better left unsaid &maybe some stories are just better untold.
I do not even know when I started to behave in such manner. How badly-behaved have you been?
Not in 'that' manner, but picking up life lessons as I'm getting older and pursuing my interest, I hate to admit though, it suckballs for real. Believe it or not larh, we just tend to have expectations in the people we care for regardless of what matters inside you.
- When you want to hang out with your friends pretty late at night, you expect them to feel the same and probably, you might also wish that they will extend their curfew hours.
- What intrigues you may not feel the same for others. You adore something/someone so much, like really heaps and tonnes of admiration for it/him/her, do NOT ever expect your own close friends to have the same thoughts like you.
- You may have try and work really hard to earn their attention. Always remember that's your definition of trying really hard, others do not feel a single bit at all although you poured in all of your effort, gave you 101% best and etc.
All of these 3 scenarios mentioned, think again. When you have that in mind, you hold a certain expectations on them, and when they barely show that they care, you're asking for it, digging your own well of tears. On a side note, perhaps one thing you can only do is, care when you do - with your heart & no regrets.
imy,p//
